>be bicurious but inexperienced
>insatiable interest in sucking cock and being sucked and mutual wank
>literally zero attraction to men/masculinity but cock turns me on
>chatting to guy on grindr who meets all my conditions
>wank on it
>not feeling it anymore
>wait an hour
>still want to do it eventually
>maybe I should just do it anyway
I can't help but feel I'll either like it and it'll shock me, or I'll hate it and never be able to forget the experience and resent myself forever. And it's dumb but even tho he agreed to wear a rubber I'm still squicky about the aids and herp.
Wat do.
Do you jerk off to a lot of porn
If yes would you say that your tastes in porn have escalated into more kinky territory over time
>>17932038
are you a virgin, and do you want a lot of porn?
if yes, you might just feel this way because vanilla porn has become boring, and out of desperation of getting no pussy. i felt the same way until i had sex a handful of times. now im not attracted to cock at all.
>not a virgin
>extremely experienced in a wide variety of straight sexual encounters over many years
>late 20s
>watch a lot of quite vanilla porn (lesbians, threesomes, 10% tranny, 2% gay)
>have had sex with a woman multiple times as recently as 3 weeks ago
>currently have another girl on the boil, within a week of bedding her
>still kinda wanna suck cock, because it just seems hot having a cock in your mouth.
>>17932067
>vanilla porn
>tranny
Anyways....
Just suck a cock then
Youre an adult, you shouldnt resent yourself for something at the time you believed you desired
>>17932067
try it then i guess. if you dont like it, then you dont have to do it again. i doubt you will resent yourself forever if you hate it.
DESU I'm mostly just subconsciously convinced all gay men have herpes and aids and are trying to infect me.
I've knocked back three guys tonight on grindr just because once we'd worked out the details I got cold feet about getting herpes from a guy that insisted he only wanted to suck my cock and rim me.
>>17932076
>DESU I'm mostly just subconsciously convinced all gay men have herpes and aids and are trying to infect me.
You should probably deal with that
>>17932081
So is it actually possible to suck a dick off grindr and not get gaids?
>>17932112
speaking from experience, yes