I think I'm starting to get to that point in my life where

>>17916983

when do you know if you care? by caring or not caring.

ultimately you will always be conflicted. everyones conflicted about everything. its hwy people on this board tend to give you a pros and cons list instead of just picking an answer for you.

>>17917057
I dunno it just doesn't cause me mental pain as much as it used to.

>>17917065

ur on the road to not caring or making peace with it at the very least. does it really matter WHEN or if you knwo it?

>>17916983
when you can confidently state that you have given up all hope that you will get laid
if you're still telling yourself "anything's possible" odds are good you still care

you probably knew that though

>>17917069
Not really, I just always swore up and down that I would never be like that.

>>17916983
that is bad ass you have transcended beyond your biological urges and you are free from the pussy. if you a girl then I have no idea what to tell you.

desu i got devirginized at 27 with a friend that was drunk and wanted a dick in her and it's literally not different, you don't like get this feeling of fulfillment or anything. maybe a real relationship brings out those emotions of satisfaction and well-being you see in the movies but if it's just getting your dick wet you might as well do it yourself.