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I have such an emotional void that I have been expecting my boyfriend to fill, that i have been pushing him away. I'd rather him miss me and see him than talk to him online while we're apart and push him away, so we agreed that I would block him in my contacts to avoid the temptation to talk to him.
I am so lonely; psychologists don't respond to me emailing them about appointments; I crave human interaction while having no friends; I want male attention, specifically from him.
I just don't know what to do at this point. I'm so fucked up emotionally.
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>>17916865
What's the original trauma that makes you behave this way?
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drink a sleepy tea? maybe get a prescription for depression meds to stabilize you? only temporary use may help a lot. just an option.
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>>17916870
I don't know ;_; I just know it's happened before. There was a male friend whom I liked and on whom I relied on emotionally who referred to me as a soul-sucking emotional void and stopped talking to me. Maybe parental neglect? Unsuccessful middle school relationships? But my parents don't neglect me enough for me to be this fucked up.
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>>17916919
I am covered by private insurance so I have to contact private psychologists, and even though I do that everyday, no one has responded yet. I don't know how else to access medication. Public mental health places have rejected me because I don't have medical.
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>>17916929
you can try chamomile tea, it'll relax you.
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>>17916942
only one mug every other day should relax you a bit, or a few times a week. i unno, check intake n side effects before you do.
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>>17916949
Does it actually have a big enough effect to make me calm down?
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>>17916952
it helps ppl relax and go to sleep. sleeping tea, look em up.
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