Why do I feel so guilty when I'm with a guy? But it's

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>>17906576
Probably not the right guy OP.

Proly some childhood trauma

Are you from a religious family

>>17906576
None of the shoes match in the pic

My autism..

>>17906584
I don't know if it's not a right guy or if it's because I like girls
>>17906589
Indeed. I have a bad childhood
>>17906590
My parents are religious but I'm not

>>17906598
Having religious parents is enough to fuck with your view of sex.

>>17906615
No I'm free to have sex before married. I don't find sex disgusting or never watched porn or such. It's just I don't feel right when I'm with a guy. If a guy so interest in me I'm feeling guilty and disgusting

Guilty is a weird word, what are you feeling guilty about? Have you done anything?

>>17906625
I don't know it's hard to explain. I'm feeling like I want to kill my self. Well like making out or such? It feels good when i was doing it but after that I felt like something is wrong I don't know how to say

>>17906640
But you say that with a girl you don't feel like that, right? Have you made out with a girl before? Or had a relationship? because if you haven't then you might feel the same. Maybe relatioships aren't for you, at least for now.

>>17906648
I haven't. But I finger locked with a girl and imagine about making out with her. I also feel so happy when I'm hanging out with my girlfriends also feel like electronic when a girl touch me.
Of relationship is not for me then what is?

>>17906591
That's cause the pair is next to it on the shelf

probably, at some point in your past, you were scolded for doing something with a boy which was meaningless for both of you (because you were children) but whatever adult saw you made a shitstorm about it because sexual repression is prevalent in modern society.
Anyway, that's probably also at the root for you liking girls. Before you go batshit let me clarify I'm not saying it's bad, but it's probably related.

>>17907756
Ha I thought about one. It was like when I was in 3 grade i had a boyfriend and we writing love letters to each other. One day my mom found out she made a really big deal about it, she even asked to talk to his parents and also in front of many family members from both sides. I really embarrassed, we really liked each other. I didn't talk to him since then, we can't be friends anymore.
Also an accident happened to me and by that I got some big scars on my knee, people started to talk about how ugly it is. I really hurt.