I just have a story. It's about a boy, who can't feel no emotions. (I'm on mobile so mo green text)
Me.
Grow up in a poor family, oblivious to dad and other family.
Grandfather dies in car wreck when coming to pick me up.
Dad died a few months ago.
Mom yells and screams at me every hour or two.
Little friends.
Family doesn't love me.
Even though mom is still alive, I lost her.
Can't feel emotional pain.
Sister doesn't want anything to do with me.
Figure out today, other family doesn't love me.
I'm 13.
*no
>>17893757
>13
4chan is 18+
Oh, I guess I'll go to another site then.
Sorry, btw.
Your mother and sister might be undergoing the same stress from what happened like you, just showing it differently. Don't take it to heart, too much.
Don't be sad and don't blame yourself for everything. Try reaching out to a counselor or someone at school. Reading your post, you might be at risk for self harming behaviour and suicidal ideation.
So get help, you're only thirteen.
Don't come to this site again, try instead to connect to people outside the internet and find healthy people that matter to you.