My brother killed himself today. I don't understand, he was always happy, but sometimes prone to depression. He left a note saying he as sorry for being trash and that he was sorry for failing to live up to everyone's expectations of him. I guess it happened because he lost his job a while back and was going to lose his social security benefits so he couldn't buy his medication anymore. Still, he was 28, that's too young to put bullet in your head.
>>17882069
I am really sorry for your loss, anon.
I've been through the same thing and it fucking sucks.
Go talk to a therapist, if you can. Spend time with your family and talk about this.
Let yourself be angry. Let yourself be sad. Use all this pain to make something good out of yourself and your life.
It will eventually get better. I am really sorry you have to feel like this, definitely the biggest pain I've been through.
Thank you,anon. I just hate that he couldn't trust us enough to share his worries, that he thought he had to suffer those thoughts alone until they got to the point he figured he'd be doing everyone a favor by getting rid of himself. He was very dumb, often useless and didn't deal with stress well but he seemed fine that he'd never be one of those dudes in suits or very smart. Guess you can never really tell what's on someone's mind no matter who they are.
>>17882093
>He was very dumb, often useless
Troll post, no sibling worth their name would say things like this. Go die.
>>17882093
>He was very dumb, often useless
Well I guess it's for the better he's gone
>>17882069
Don't worry, you'll get over it.
>>17882093
>He was very dumb, often useless
well with a brother like you no wonder he felt he couldn't open up.
>>17882069
>he was always happy
No sane person is always happy.
>>17882367
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>>17882184
This. OP = boipussy
>>17882184
I'm very happy 4chan is good at determining certain words now. You guys have critical thinking skills!