I have never felt so alive, but I've never felt so different.

Take your shitty emo poetry elsewhere

>>17881218
No. I don't want to sound emo or edgy but I legitimately don't feel anything that I should when it comes to life.

bipolar

no shit sherlock i've got the same

>>17881220
Do you do anything? Or do you let it go?

>>17881221
i enjoy it while it lasts, my grades skyrocket and so on
then i dip into pit of depression without any reason, barely able to get out of bed, getting out of touch with the world, etc etc

if you bothered by not having feelings towards your relatives, it doesn't matter
what matters is what you are doing for them, like provide meds if needed and make sure they have got your care and concern

cheers

>>17881212
I'm with ya man. I wouldnt mind it but it makes other people uncomfortable. My dads dying of cancer and was telling me about his last doctors visit and he was crying and I didnt feel anything or know how to respond really. I just felt awkward seeing him breakdown. my best friend killed himself last month, i thought something like that was supposed to make me feel sad but it didnt affect me at all. Idk why I can't feel for others but if I try to feel for them or empathize its forced and insincere.

Idk what to tell you OP, some people feel more than others. Its not like its good or bad, its just the way it is. Don't worry about it

>>17881218
fuck off m8

>>17881212
Dude. Fucking stop. Just stop please. My fucking God.
>>17881221
Are you fucking kidding me? Fucking someone blow my brains out.

>>17881342
Go back to /b/ if you are just gonna be edgy and complain on a board about helping others and giving advice.

>>17881238
I guess it would make sense if I had bipolar. Although my swings seem to be gradual. I had an awful bout of depression and anxiety last year but now I don't although I'm not feeling much else besides happiness and joy, which as it sounds is pretty pathetic and bitchy but it's not exactly good only feeling a few emotions for such a long time.

>>17881301
I'm sorry to hear that, the friend of mine also killed himself. It was harder for me to see so many people be saddened at the wake while I'm just standing around not knowing what to do.