Had so many tragic things happen to me I feel like nothing worse can ever happen
dropped out of college
dropped 3 jobs
lost all my friends
don't cultivate relationships anymore
is this nihilism? how do I get back to normal?
>>17880799
Lol
>>17880799
>tragic
this is the most normie shit ive ever read.
I had brain damage this year, my mom attempted suicide (we found her in time to get her stomach popped) and my dad disowned me because of the fallout. im not saying you're not allowed to be sad. god knows there are people who have it insanely worse than i do.
but you're coming from a place of victimization when most of waht you listed can be chalked up to you just not doing what you should do. none of thats tragic.
its mostly lazy.
>>17880813
can you really call it being lazy? I can do all of those things but there's no SOUL when I do them
>>17880819
thats literally what lazy is. refusing to do things you dont want to do but should.
>>17880826
So then what's the point in doing that thing if you can just do it to do it.
should you just do everything then???? there are consequences to actions!
>>17880831
>so then wahts the point in doing that thing
depends what it is.
>college
so you can live a better life and focus on things you DO want to do.
>jobs
support yourself so you dont starve and go homeless?
>friends
because you like them? if not find better friends
>don't cultivate relationships
so that you don't come here and whine about how you dont do something you claim not to have soul for?
>>17880838
by that logic I can just be a sociopath going around fucking everyone over to get what I want
>>17880855
if you were a sociopath we wouldnt need to have this conversation.
if you think everyone else is only doing things that give them SOUL you're wrong.
>>17880863
Okay yes well money is important so you can do things which you want. Right?
freetime is also important for choice
friends and family can be good for your own emotions and mental state
however it goes deeper than that. you can just be a machine pumping out action after action. you have to like it
>>17880871
tell taht to millions of years of people doing hwat they have to just to survive.
that being said as long as you're doing what you want in your spare time it doesnt hurt your soul just to study in college. plus you should be studying something you like
and arguign against that wont fix your life. on the contrary.