I'm not depressed, but I'm never happy. I truly can't

When was the last time you had a pleasant human contact?

>>17878560
I have a girlfriend and friends I enjoy.
They only keep me from being much sadder, don't make me happy unfortunately

Do you have something that's not redeemed? Shit like that bothers me, such as my shitty childhood.

>>17878582
It's hard to think of something like that, my childhood was alright, average.
Kind of wish I was fitter, I do get sort of jealous sometimes as most of my friends are fitter and better looking than me, I work out pretty much everyday but I'm kind of stuck in a predicament where if I bulk up I get man boobs really quickly but if I don't I don't gain anything.
Maybe if I could achieve what I wanted I'd be happier for it.
Sorry about your shitty childhood by the way anon

>>17878617
Have you tried discussing this topic with your fitness trainer?

>>17878620
No, but I've tried /fit/. They just say bulk up / cut / do SS / don't do SS.
It seems like it's a pretty bad place for advice but they've convinced me that trainers are really useless, maybe I should try anyway

>>17878617
>Kind of wish I was fitter, I do get sort of jealous sometimes as most of my friends are fitter and better looking than me, I work out pretty much everyday but I'm kind of stuck in a predicament where if I bulk up I get man boobs really quickly but if I don't I don't gain anything.

same problem here. sometimes gets me down, not often though. we probably just dont have great genetics. i got into boxing and that made me care a lot less about my physique and lifts, and more about being generally fit

>>17878552
>that pic

Can he swim?

>>17878709
You can't swim if you're dead.
His wife shot him during a cocaine-induced trip.

>>17878552
Not diagnosing or anything but for your consideration: depression doesn't always manifest as suicidal thoughts and specifically bad self ruminations, it can also be a persistent feeling of emptiness or a void of strong emotion. While you don't consider yourself depressesed, if regular physical activity, social interaction, sex, and exposure to sunlight don't help you into feeling things strongly again, medication might be right for you.