Am I responsible for creating a drug addict?
See, my ex-gf loved me harder then herself. She would die anytime for me. We were planning a future together and we ment it 100%.
Long story short I fucked up hard and I feel like I dont love her anymore. We broke up and now she just snorts lines and does hard drugs.. I dont know if I should torture myself for it or of its her path amd her choise to go down that road.
I feel bad senpai. Like wanna-die bad.. help?
>>17872787
Nah, bitch being over-dramatic per usual. Move on, OP.
>>17872787
Her choice
You were not the catalyst for this, just an excuse
Don't blame yourself
I had a girl almost kill herself "because" of me. That's just not the full story and you can't think that way. It's emotional quicksand
Thanks anons. Makes me feel better. I still would love to see her happy tho. But I know shes gonna OD or kill herself sooner or later. And I mean fuck.. she doesnt deserve that. She was the best person I knew.. its kidna weird how this fucking world works.
>>17872795
>>17872809
I feel you, OP.
I recently told a female friend I felt sorry for how she lost her virginity to some asshat that never talked to her before or after.
This 30 year old dude pretty much raped here bareback, and then sent her on a bus back to her town.
She told me the day after that she never realized it was a "tragedy", that she ruined herself and that she's never felt this suicidal.
I feel guilty for telling her I'm sorry it happened to her, since she never really thought of it as something to feel bad about.
It's easy to start thinking you're the cause of all the dread and misfortune,
but you can't control what people do or think.
It's damn if you do, damn if you don't.
Try to let go, OP.
You seem like a good guy, but you can't play messiah here.
You'll kill yourself far sooner over this than she will.
Godspeed
>>17872890
Thanks anon. I wish I was a good guy tho.
But I guess yall right. Thanks.
>>17872899
If you try to be, you are.
>>17872890
If you don't mind me asking, how do you mean 'pretty much'? Roofied or intimidation?