I have a selfish bipolar sister and a mother that won't

Well first, don't fuck up your scholarship. Go to a library to study or a friends house.
That is all you can do basically. Finish school, find a job and leave.
I know you said you don't like going outside but try and find a hobby so you don't have to look at your sister and have her kill your mood.
Go on long walks with the dog, take pictures, go bird watching... don't necessarily have to be with people.

Btw, how does she mistreat your dog?

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Study hard and earn lots

Why don't you have a job? It sounds like you have a lot of free time

>>17866199
my dog is a really small dog and sometimes she tortures him without intending to. today she left my dog at one of our really high tables, the poor thing had to jump and hurt its leg. when I noticed I told her that was wrong and she went all defiant on me. my mother started screaming at me also. they both ended up telling me not to mess with people on the house.

all interactions are like this one, I have no power to do anything else. I only have two friends and both already finished school and work so I couldn't go to their house.

I will finish school, and try to leave but I just want to know what I can do now. but thank you anon. I'll see if I can do something to go out more.

>>17866211
I'm constantly trying to get one but usually I can't get one because school hours interfere. I'm going to try again next year since I will only have one class per semester now. I really hope I get one now

>>17866216
Yeah dude definitely get that job having money will help you become independent so you can get away from your family

>>17866210
I will try to. and do so.
I just wish there was a way to easily erase hate.
I don't want to turn out bitter because of this. I always end up envying other people that don't have to live with a bipolar person and can freely go on with their lives.
I hate that I am petty and envy other people my age

I've been diagnosed with Asperger's and I learned that I've created the ultimate persona, that I deem to be likeable to the vast majority, and that I consistently act out. I believe this to be a coping mechanism for my inability to flow naturally in any social situation. This persona I've created is widely liked by people but I'm starting to learn that acting in this way is a perversion of my true self.
What I'd like advice on is whether or not I should continue this charade (which I ultimately get satisfaction from)
Or if I should be myself, and possibly abandon my social ties.

Wow you sound like me growing up except my mum is bipolar as well as my sister.
Something I learned is to treat people with bipolar like children. Especially when not taking their lithium. They're emotionally unstable and your best bet to get left alone is to pander to them and let them think you have no problems with them otherwise they will fixate on you.

Focus on that scholarship and escaping when you can. You can't reason with bipolar fuckos and your mom doesn't sound like she's going to put your needs first. Like another anon says, find a public place to study, the library, outdoors, school. Or do what I used to do and hide in the attic and pretend you're out :/