>fell for the "live for urself and just b itself" meme
>go to the gym in the morning
>work
>play a sport after work
>go out to shows on the weekends
>do meet ups, happy hours
>tinder to get laid
How do I make realty and life not boring? It's just an endless cycle of "working on yourself", sex and oneitises, consuming media, all while sitting at a desk for the bulk of your day.
The same shit and on and on and on.
What am I supposed to live for? This reality is boring as fuck and I want to kill mysef to try something different
You sound like you need to let EXTREME SPORTS into your life.
>>17856108
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyhrgWO5Uic
Well, what would give your life meaning?
A family? Start one.
A religion or ideology? Find one.
Doing something creative? Then do it.
>>17856125
more money
Life has no meaning but the one you give to it
>>17856107
hobbies, man
you need some
>>17856128
So obtain skills to earn more money.
>>17856128
>>17856151
Wasn't OP (me).
>>17856132
>>17856125
Why do all this shit to distract myself from death? I'm skeptical of religion especially abrahamic ones. Family? To marry someone who views me as a safe "husband" while she sucks off a tatted chad within an hour of meeting him?
I have hobbies. Things I'm supposed to "enjoy" but I'm the bigger perspective of life I just don't see what's worth mental energy. Only people I have to live for are my parents and they've got like 10 years left in them what happens after they die?
>>17856155
The Peace Corps sounds right for you. Look into it.
Dude you either live or die, those are the only two choices. If you think you tried everything, just end it, but since you're posting here it's obviously not what you want.
Go seek a psicologist, your view on family and marriage alone show you need it. And it's not an offense, you really seem like you need to.