Was this molestation?
>Be a 9 year old little girl
>12 year old cousin catches me watching porn on the computer because I was curious
>Begged her to not tell anyone, almost to the point of tears. She basically black mailed me into doing small chores for her, etc.
>Out of no where we were playing house together and ended up experimenting on each other.
>She brought me into secluded areas to touch me, bathe me, or let me put my mouth on her genitals/vice versa.
>She clearly didn't want people to figure out that we were doing this with each other, so idk if this was with innocent intent or not
>I was a bit confused, but I went along with it anyways because she was my older cousin and was basically a sister to me.
We're on very good terms 'n all nowadays, and we don't do stuff like that anymore or talk about it ever.. But it's been on my mind for a long time, and I don't know how to feel anymore.
I had an experience like this when I was eight with a friend. We never talked about it again afterwards and through my preteen years I wondered if I was gay/bi and felt guilty about it.
I'm an adult now and know I'm 100% straight. I think things like this actually happen more than you think as young children typically only play around with the same sex and are just starting to develop a sex drive from emerging hormones.
>>17829274
It is, but most people have it as a yellow flag because it's just two children expirementing and being curious.
Now itd be a big deal if she still does it today with other 9 year olds.
>>17829333
OP here.
I'm bisexual, but yeah I struggled with my orientation a lot throughout the years due to this experience, and other factors.
I read around sites that things like this are common among children, but the age range had me questioning a bit. Usually kids that do this are usually 4-9 years old at most.
Around the time I was 12, I had the mental ability to know that I never would have done something like that to my little cousin.
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>>17829333
Did you orgasmo with her?
>>17829404
I'm gonna be honest, I don't think i'm capable of reaching an orgasm, and if I did then I guess I can't remember it too well.
It felt a bit pleasurable with her I guess, but I always felt extremely guilty during/after the acts, too.
>>17829429
Sounds horrifying.
Why can't I abuse you? I had all these things planned to say, but I actually really empathize with you and I don't want you to feel bad.
>>17829274
i'll take stuff that never happened for $100 alex
bait 3/10
you sex fantasy idiots should realize you can actually make money writing this stuff....