I'm a 110kg (243lb), un-athletic, shortsighted loser.
My friends are dwindling away, one by one. I can't pass my exams. No social life. My only talents are clarinet (I'm not that good at it). Never had a SO.
Starting to think that suicide is the only option.
Any thoughts?
>>17825352
Don't.
Never lose hope, life will bring you something good. Don't give up
>>17825390
Thanks, Anon!
I'm glad that someone will listen.
Even if it's anonymous
>>17825352
If you think that suicide is viable option it means you dont care much how people see you.
Try martial arts. Like judo wrestling or something where mass is a plus.
Just be persistent. Think how good you will be if you train for 1 year.
Then after 1 year you will remind yourself of this thread and you will think how stupid you were for even considering suicide.
Be strong OP, be persistent.
set up ambitious goals for yourself
>>17825455
DON'T. Be strong OP. Find something you really like to do. Paint. Write. Music ( and i dont mean vidya games). I know its sounds gay, but go for a walk, and then start to run. Write in a little book what you have done ( Day One- ran 500m, Day 3, ran 730 metres) and you will feel fucking cool about the fact you have achieved something.
>>17825455
Tried judo before, broke my ankles