I think I've got some kind of eating disorder. Essentially, I can only eat just a few specific things that must be prepared always the same. If I try to eat anything else I always end up throwing it up when I try to swallow it. There's no apparent link between what I can eat and what I can't, for example salami it's ok (only a specific kind) while ham isn't.
This has been going on for too long, and it's affected my life pretty badly, since I can't even go out with people if we have to eat in a restaurant or something. What's worse, I'll have to move in Japan in 2 years or so, and right now I know I'll starve if I go there.
I've tried seeing a nutritionist and he only gave me a diet to follow, which failed the very first days, and I don't know what to do anymore. I thought getting a job which involved working with food would help, but nothing.
Any help you guys can give me?
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What do you like to eat? I don't really see a problem if your presences are readily accessible.
Either it's physical, in which case see a doctor, or its psychological, in which case see a therapist. Were you ever chastised at the dinner table as a kid?
Do you prepare/cook yourself?
Worked for me
>>17824557
Problem is, my eating habits are very bad. I think last time I've eaten any kind of salad was when I was 4 or 5, about 15 years ago. Thankfully I'm still healthy right now, though kind underweight, but I'm afraid this may evolve in diabetes or worse things in the future. And nope, never chastised and that's most likely my problem.
>>17824559
Still live with my parents, so my mother is the one who cooks. I do work with food though, even if it's just making sandwiches at Subway. Other than that my experience with cooking is close to 0
>>17824579
You sound autistic as fuck. Go see a doctor if it's that big a deal. Why are you moving to Japan?
>>17824605
Uni, we spend one year abroad