A girl that I really like just told me we were going too fast. I don't think we're going to meet again.
I feel like shit, the worst I've ever felt. Losing my income, my apartment and trust/respect from my peers all at the same time felt better than this.
I don't know what the fuck to do. What can I do to get through this?
Right now I'm clutching my face with one hand because we were making out just one hour ago. Fucking pathetic.
>pic not related
>I don't think we're going to meet again.
just wait and see what happens, faggot
>>17808413
She cited that there was a lack of chemistry, and I think I opened up too much.
I feel fucked.
But you're probably right.
Fuck I need more advice. Sorry.
I realized what I have to do on my own.
And I remember that I thought this some days ago: That even if this ended it would have been great.
I just have to learn here and move on.
It ain't so bad, just got to say that we didn't click to my friends who know about her.
Fuck.
The lesson here is probably that I went in too fast and was too available.
So therefore I should keep playing fucking games with girls that I meet.
I just want to love someone. And that just means that I'm not ready for it. I need someone but if I need someone I should work on myself and not try to get someone.
>tfw can't sage and I just need to write shit
>>17808407
>this is the worst ive ever felt
oh boy does life have a lot more in store for you?
>>17808628
Yeah, I feel better now. I was just paralyzed for an hour after she left.
But in truth, I feel pretty hardened though perhaps not in regards to relationships since I've been the rejecter before. And the people who have been rejecting me I've barely known.
I'm going to end my own thread.
I'm like Butters right now, this is the kind of thing that make life worth living, an experience like this is better than any insight from a movie or book.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=71gN8RQYTYU
We do these things not because they are easy, but because they are hard.
Fuck me and you.