You Guys gotta help me!
I've become such a fucking piece of shit since high school .. Dropped out of college three times after not even caring about courses, abusing drugs like adderall, alcohol and weed, continuously for six years out of high school , leaving some intense brain dysfunction. I was always planning of suicide if it came to this, but my poor family!
Now I'm trying to forge a path for myself that would lead to some sort of life satisfaction. I can't do drugs anymore , at least not often. Drinking has seriously fucked up my kidneys and I have acute liver failure. What should I do? I really need this you guys
>>17800459
Also a chronic masturbator, who is constantly just screwing himself over. I have no pride, and I really should die.
>>17800459
I meant to say acute kidney failure. Does this make me look stupid
I know drugs seem counter intuitive, but magic mushrooms has gotten me out of a few downward spirals.
If you're strong enough to do it without the drugs, start controlling your impulses. Meditate on what you need to do and do it.
>>17800459
I have no morals I abide by, other than trying to stay out of prison... How do I change? I honestly just assume everyone else's lives are better than mine and they can tolerate being shitted on.
>>17800463
Masturbating too much is just as harmful as drinking too much, IMO.
It's recommended that a man in his 20s only ejaculates once every four days to maintain healthy sexual energy levels. Try to keep it to one fap a week. Try edging instead. Also don't watch straight porn. No porn is best, but if you have to, lesbian or solo only.
Fapping too much will lead to you feeling depressed and exhausted.