I feel nothing towards my family. >Inb4 edgy self-proclaimed

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Congratulations, OP, you managed to be ungrateful and, presumably, had an uneventful childhood.

My father had a massive heart attack when I was 12, and was given a short while to live. He lasted almost 30 more years, but end result, knowing that time was precious, my family has always been very close. I feel bad for you, man.

Go out and spend some time in the real world, among people who genuinely don't give a shit about you. Travel the world, see that Europe is a pretty prison staffed with serfs and that the rest of the world is a dusky shithole that needs to be cleansed with holy fire.

When you realize how much the world will tend to fuck you, and how few the opportunities to fuck it back, you might remember that you love your parents.

Or not. Maybe you're just a shitheel. But go find out.

>>17785227

Not every family is close and there's nothing wrong with it. Just keep in touch as much as is polite and send Christmas cards and you're set.

Sup OP
>be me
>be 6yrs old
>parents violently arguing dor first time to my awareness
>cursing, dad slams mom against wall
>mom goin berzerk, mentions sicking cops on dad
>dad hulks the house phone clean off the wall
>mom starts leaving
>"IM TAKING THE KIDS"
>"NO ME"
>they literally begin a mini tug o war with my sister, each of them yanking back and forth on her pig tails
>im standing right there, indifferent feeling and seeing it all as ridiculous
>we're in a hotel parking lot later that night when cops mom called meet us for interview
>sister crying non stop
>i am sitting there and i shit you not, the only real consideration in my head is the fact that now i have a genuine reason and excuse to act out and do what i want

I was 6, OP.
I have had eyes wide open with sheer indifference toward everyone and everything for as long as i can remember, and everything i do and say is manipulative on a level so deep that i've only ever had this fact known by others when i wished to make it known for sake of mocking.
Is there something 'wrong' with me? Ive always been this way, so where would 'rightness' come in to the equation?
Its all a game. Its all genius, beautiful, retarded and horrendous. Just do what you want and develop as you must. Labels are for other people's understandings. You know what you feel, dont meme yourself out on the stupidity of others.

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>>17785254
>be you
>be 12 years old and try to act cool and so dark and edgy on a Korean Pachinko board

>>17785245
Hey look, a holier than thou normie whose own sweeping generalizations render him blind to anything he cannot directly relate to. How insightful.
One in a goddamned billion, this one.

>>17785264
>being this clueless
>posting anyways

Float on, little dreamer. Matrix nuffin', you're already ca$hed to the MAX

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>>17785245
Faggot

>>17785254
And you live a fairly satisfying life?

>>17785227
More like Autist can't see how much his parents and siblings loved him and how often they tried to show him. Maybe accept it all.

its cuz ur white man
white people are taught to shit on their family
my father taught me to put family first and above everything else

>>17786286
He taught you your racist ideals which you hold as tightly as you wish you could hold your father one last time. Nigger.

>>17786288
im not black
its just the truth man
how can you not care about the people that care most about you, that nourished you, that made you what you are today?
youre retarded and adopted hyper individualism, which is unique to western civilisation

Actually disregard everything I've said.
You were born that way, so Destiny/Fate/God intended for you to be that way.
Make the best of it.