Everyday of my life I think about killing myself.
Every single day.
Over and over and over.
Every day.
I'm miserable every day.
I am miserable enough to want to die every day.
How long left until I actually do it
Not long now
prolly never gonna do it. i've felt it for 5 years and never did it. move on from the thought
>>17778226
Go to a shrink.
>>17778239
I don't want others to know
>>17778235
The feeling becomes overwhelmingly worse every day. I'm performing badly at work cause I am struggling to care.
Yeah, I've been doing that for about 7 years now
It only gets worse, but the last bit of hope I have makes me persist only to suffer more.
Get your depression treated first.
We live in hell man. We are all in the prison of existence. you can leave. All it takes is one pistol with a hollow point to the head. All you have to do is cock it and pull the trigger. It is really quite easy if you think about it.
>>17778226
lol that explains a lot
>>17778494
Rofl try not to be a douche