I'm in a rut. I'm a paranoid, anxiety-filled mess

I feel ya.

I know how hard it is to not have anyone to confide in.

I'm gonna hero any day now. If you want to talk gimme some contact

>>17776197
Paranoid schizophrenia.

The government don't give a shit. Are you a major drug dealer or trafficker or cyber criminal? If yes then learn to evade the police and government because that is your life already might as well be good at it. If not then stop worrying. I don't like it either but they don't have the manpower to properly monitor the whole world yet.

But when they do... it's really gonna be 1984. The UK are cracking down hard on the Internet and it's only a matter of time.

This entire culture revolves around constant surveillance whether it's you browsing a persons Facebook or the feds watching you through cameras.

You cannot change anything if you were born middle class or lower because you don't have the ability to reach the top of power structures and influence population control like the government justices and ministers and Lords do.

This is just my ramblings and I'm tripping on lsd too but it's what I personally believe.

Look dude. I'm gonna have to be really fucking honest about this.

I know.

Let's be real, complete 1984-style surveillance of all US internet traffic is a reality. Windows is backdoors built into backdoors built into backdoors. Even Linux probably isn't totally safe. They've got all your phone calls forever, every text, Facebook sends copies of all your correspondence, stuff you type then delete, etc. Same thing's been done on 4chan for many years. Hell, /b/ is literally run by the FBI, no joke. I've got a father scalp-deep in the tech industry, been working with computers since before CRT text/vector displays. He's fully aware of all of it because he knows many people involved in it. He just pretends it doesn't matter. So do I. So should you. The best thing you can do is try not to do anything that would sic them on you, because you will go down, hard.

Other than that, try to ignore it. They track everything that everyone does. Even the posts you write here but never hit send of complete the captcha. Just don't be dangerous to them, and thank the fucking lord Clinton didn't get control of it.

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>>17776383
Forgot my face.

>>17776345

>Paranoid schizophrenia.
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>The government don't give a shit. Are you a major drug dealer or trafficker or cyber criminal? If yes then learn to evade the police or government because that is your life already might as well be good at it. If not then stop worrying. I don't like it either but they don't have the manpower to properly monitor the whole world yet.

And how the hell am I supposed to trust the government when they have a history of shitting all over and controlling nerds for over a century? I hate people like you. There is undeniable proof the government is saying on its citizens en masse and you call me a paranoid schizophrenic? Proof that they admitted to?

Fuck you. It's people like you shitting all over anyone who is disturbed by the LITERAL EMBODIMENT OF ORWELL'S WORST NIGHTMARE ON STEROIDS that make an already shitty situation worse.

At the turn of the 1900's, the government saw it a matter of national security and law enforcement to control movies and entertainment as they thought people would copy what they saw in movies.

Some decades later, we had the government shitting on comics and pressuring its industries until they adopted the Comics Code.

Some decades later, Dungeons and Dragons are labeled a sign of Satanism and acted against.

A decade later and they shit on hackers.

A decade later and they shit on people who play video games (SATANISM! INCITES VIOLENCE!)

A decade later and they shit on people who play video games again (VIOLENCE! SEXUALITY!)

A decade later and they shit on video games again (VIOLENCE! SEXUALITY! MISOGYNY!)

Fuck you fuck you fuck you FUCK YOU, YOU GODDAMN GOVERNMENT PARASITE. LEAVE US ALONE.

How about this for government not giving a shit - I literally have talked with spooks from the DIA, NSA, and FBI. ALL OF THEM ADMITTED TO LOOKING AT U.S. PERSONS INFO EN MASSE FOR THEIR GODDAMN DEHUMANIZING LAW ENFORCEMENT AND NATIONAL SECURITY OBSESSIONS. I hate living near D.C. sometimes.

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>>17776197
monkey mind
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLjelIPg3ys

>>17776496
Fuck you idiot read my whole post. I said it's like 1984. I see how invasive government spying and control is. We cannot change it. Do you have a plan? I don't. Although living in an African shit hole seems peaceful if you had the dollars

What happened to the land of the free?

>>17776510

There's a 2000 character limit. I did read the whole post but couldn't respond to more stuff in that post.

>>17776383

There's plenty of conspiracy theories out there and it's sometimes hard to separate fact from fiction. What makes you think the FBI runs /b/? That copypasta claiming that which was circulating around a while back?

>>17776510

Urgh. I'd like to think it possible to undo mass surveillance. With a Trump presidency, it seems possible. A lot of military folk seem much more inclined to listen to criticisms against mass surveillance now.

>>17776509

I've been trying meditation to take the edge off when I'm having really bad days. It helps. Always nice to see new videos on meditation that aren't commercialized. Thanks, anon.

>>17776566
No, both moot and Hiro alluded to the fact they don't get to run the show there.

I've been here for 10 years and spent my first 4 on /b/. I don't doubt it for a fucking second.

>>17776750

Maybe. Maybe not. I find my ability to trust statements like that difficult given this is 4chan and admins love to troll.

>>17776700
Trump is just the lesser evil of the two Soros minions. They're both shit and we were fucked from day 1 no matter what we did. It's all a big show.

Daily reminder that Trump's name was in Epstien's black book.

>>17776754
It's /b/. The FBI has had specific and recurring problems with moderation and transparency to investigations. They ordered moot to allow them root and sole access to the board so they could more quickly and effectively act on shit like the recurring and repeated threats that get posted, doxxings, and more importantly the guys that post CP. That was the big one that they were always impatient with moot about and why they wanted direct access.

>>17776761

I'm still skeptical that was the case. But maybe that is what turned m00t from a defender of privacy to someone who just doesn't give a damn anymore.

>>17776765
The fappening was what killed his resolve for good.

>>17776197
ditch the psychologist
see a psychiatrist

>>17776766

That was certainly a key event, but I still puzzle at what went on behind the scenes in response.

>>17776772
I've been seeing a psychiatrist of some sort for most of my life. Meds can only do so much. They're blunt hammers.