>been seeing a girl for four months >I'm white, she's

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>been seeing a girl for four months
>I'm white, she's Chinese international student
>Totally in love with each other
>I'm going overseas for a month, in that time she's going back to China for at least 2 months, maybe a lot more
>Just before I was leaving we had the best night ever, talked about a lot of things in out past
>She starts telling me about how she went to a guys house to give him a massage 2 months ago and then they had sex
>I freak the fuck out and ask he why she thought that's as okay
>She then tells me that he raped her and she didn't know how to tell me at the time (I remember that night she came home crying and wouldn't tell me what was wrong)
>I accept it knowing that it wasn't her fault
>A few days later she gives me a letter to read when I arrived overseas
>In it she admits that she had been raped by him last year before we went out
>She went to his apartment again to give him another massage and to have sex with him for money so she could go away with me
>It all went wrong and he didn't pay her
>Says she hated it and only wanted to do it so that she could be with me overseas
>I feel incredibly betrayed
>Can't think about the work I'm supposed to be doing and only her
>Try to forgive her but all I can think about is her having sex with another man
>She swears to never lie to me again or sleep with anyone else
>I now am beginning to accept it but I'm not incredibly suspicious and jealous

What should I do? I love this girl is much but I don't know how I can get over this. I want to stay with her but now all I can think about is if she's sleeping with other guys back home or if she will be unfaithful when she's in China.