I'm a loner who's absolutely fine with being a loner.

Befriending people isn't hard, at all, if you don't overthink it and just do it, without purposefully being a dick. Deep down, all people don't know what the fuck they are doing,

I didn't say it was hard, I said I didn't desire it.

I get nothing out of talking to people, it is just tiring.

>>17757855
Get a job. Be as solo as you damn well please, but dont waste your time spooning the shadows of the people that arent there.

>>17757857

Bullshit. It may not be hard for you, personally, but you=/= the rest of the world

>>17757855
maybe you just didnt meet the interesing kind of people (in your eyes interesting)
If you stay alone you will never experience interesting people

>>17757862
Good job figuring out I didn't have a job. This level of antisocialness is hard to work around.

I'm not wasting time, this is usually a "late night problem". I'm just afraid that something in my gut is trying to tell me something.

>>17757872
The people I met were cruel and exclusionary, all through primary/middle/high school they just fucked with me. They were asshole and I was an outcast and they were assholes because I was an outcast.

When I went to college suddenly people didn't care anymore and it was great, addicting even. I wasn't an outcast anymore, I just did my thing alone and no one cared.

I graduated college and just kept not integrating, and eventually there was no more opportunities to do so. Even now I only very rarely even WANT to correct it.

No one ever seemed "interesting", everyone was always just up their own ass, or more directly an asshole, or just really really irritating to talk to.

>>17757881
maybe you should check out other countries
people might be different
>always just up their own ass
sounds like US and A
(but could easily apply for other countries I know)

[spoiler]test[/spoiler]

>>17757883
I've legitimately considered it, but I'm too broke to even get on a plane, let alone emigrate somewhere. I've got plenty of problems and situations I'd just love to run away from let me tell you.

The stagnation is intense, and it bothers me a lot.

>>17757886
with this goal in mind, maybe just work on it then
go make money til you got enough and try it

>>17757855
You sound a bit like the old me OP, I was content for the past decade of isolation but recently I went out with some people and it really hit me hard. I think I might have had an actual panic attack, I realised how much I've fucked myself up and that I really did desire companionship, only I was too fearful to seek it out. It's been weeks now and I still can't get over it, I want nothing more than some friends to go out with now, sitting inside is killing me, I feel tense and anxious all the time, I can't sleep properly anymore. It's horrible and you don't want to experience this, trust me. Unfortunately like you, I just find socialising tiring, but I desire it now more than anything despite not being able to do it. Don't let yourself become a social retard like I have.

>>17757855
If you were really all that self-sufficient you wouldn't be turning to us for help, would you?

There is nothing wrong with being a loner. Just don't make a fetish about it so you block yourself from turning to people when you want them.