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I need your help mate, I'm the type of person who don't talk about bad feelings, always looks happy, nothing bad coming from me ...
But the truth is that I internalize every bad feel ... And I feel that it's overflowing now
I've kept it buried deep down to avoid it, so deep down that it could never come back, kept it silenced for years and years, feeding it (Making it bigger at the same time) and I thought i'll be strong enough to fight back
But I'm getting weaker and I'm loosing control over it, i'm afraid that one day, it'll take control, every bad feeling that I've one day silenced will come back at the same time, that pure ball of sadness,hate and disgust will explode and hurt everyone, and destroy me at the same time
It's an attrocity that i've created, and I know I'm the only one who can take care of it ... But I don't know how, it's really too strong for me to handle it, it's getting out, making me depressed, making me act like a douchebag ... It's turning every good thing in me, in something really bad, full of hate ...
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By the way, sorry if my English is not perfect, or is bad ... English is not my first language so I've done my best
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Get help.
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>>17755326
What a disgustingly vague advice.
Might as well have said nothing.
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>>17755326
I've already tried ... Saw some specialist , 6 to be exact, 2 of them don't want to see me anymore, one of them told me that if he could have a good reason to get me locked up, he wouldn't hesitate to do it, but he couldn't really prove that I was a danger for me or for someone, but he know that at one point I'll become one, and said that he didn't want to see me anymore ... Others didn't do much ...
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>>17755332
Modern American psychiatry, a classic.
I don't know why you idiots suggest going to the crazy doctor as if it helps anyone anymore.
Really, you may as well be saying "fuck off, your problem isn't as relevant as my mindless relationshit threads!"
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>>17755321
>i'm afraid that one day, it'll take control, every bad feeling that I've one day silenced will come back at the same time, that pure ball of sadness,hate and disgust will explode and hurt everyone, and destroy me at the same time
This is a real likelihood. I know you say therapy hasn't worked, perhaps you should seek counselling instead. Sometimes these things aren't about being diagnosed but unpacking your emotions and learning to accept them, making them positives instead of negatives.
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>>17755321
I feel the same things just like you do. It has started taking over me.
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>>17755332
>that if he could have a good reason to get me locked up, he wouldn't hesitate to do it, but he couldn't really prove that I was a danger for me or for someone, but he know that at one point I'll become one, and said that he didn't want to see me anymore
What the fuck? Is this even legal? Staight up refusing to treat mentally unstable people that pay for it?
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>>17755399
Yep. Therapists are under no right to treat people they see as potential threats to their safety. The nice ones will refund your insurance, but most are greedy fucks and won't.
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>>17755402
Yep if they don't want to have anymore appointment with you they can ...
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>>17755369
I've tried counselling already when a relative died ... Didn't really worked as expected
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