How do I stop feeling so uncomfortable around a friend?
I've known him for a few years, he's probably the only person I ever even considered a friend but for the last few months I've just been uncomfortable around him.
Maybe its because he got his life in order, hell even got a relationship now, but every time I talk to him my depression just gets worse. I don't even know what the fuck I'm feeling, I used to have all this shit just beat down, I thought I had control over it and now I don't know what to even call it.
I'm scared to even bring this up around him because he knows me as some emotionless rock and that used to work out, plus I don't want to make him uncomfortable or hate me.
I'm really stressed out about this, I actually had an anxiety attack while talking to him and I don't know why just talking makes me feel like this. He's the only person to ever tolerate me for so long, I don't want to fuck up. The fuck is wrong with me?
suck his dick, that's a great ice breaker
>>17747160
Honestly I probably would, but thats just damage from other unfortunate shit.
Does nobody got some advice?
Are you feeling abandonment?
>>17747532
I don't think so. We still talk, though I'm usually the one to cut it short since it fucks with me.
>>17747159
I feel the same way, but with a girl I know. She's similar to me, but the total opposite in that her life's on track. She's got a good job which she's happy in, lots of friends, out getting plenty of life experiences and she continues to move forward with her life while I'm stuck in a dead-end job, am a khv, still living with mommy and nearly zero friends. I talked to her recently for the first time in a while and it stressed me out so much that I'm literally getting heart pain now. It was like looking at a female, successful version of myself. I'm nearly in tears every day at work now.