Do you sometimes lay in your bed at night and suddenly it hits

>>17739168
everybody here is better off dead anyway so no you're the only one

>being on 4chan
>doesnt want to die
kys

Welcome to being a human. This will literally stay with you you're whole life. If you start panicking just focus on your breath while breathing in for three seconds, holding it for the second then exhaling for three seconds, repeat until you calm down

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By brother in law died earlier this year (he was 26), and my dad died a week ago today. My sister in law lost a baby, and another girl I know lost her full term baby when the cord wrapped around his neck. Death is around every corner, and I move through life acutely aware of that. This has been the worst fucking year.

When you've gone through a severe enough depression, thoughts like these go away and in a sense you're more free than you were before.

>>17739168
I am consciously aware of it every day and I have contributed $1000 to aging research but no one else seems to really give a shit.