Holy shit. I'm really lonely. I'm drinking alone on

>>17724507
You sound like me.

I'm taking out a loan soon for a few hundred dollars. Buying a long gun(no buyers permit needed) and a bunch of drugs. I'll be killing myself then.

Sounds like you need a gf, buddy

>>17724511
how you gonna kill yourself with a long gun?

>>17724514
Something similar to a pulley system.

>>17724511
Im honestly thinking about ending it tonight. I mean, honestly. I'm not happy -- I don't think I ever will be. I was thinking of taking a quick smoke near the docks, then coming back and hanging myself. Who knows.

>>17724523
Hanging isn't a sure fire way. Take out a loan for a gun tomorrow. You'll need your social security card, ID and maybe a pay stub or your W2.

>>17724512
Yeah, but when no girl will ever talk to me, then what's the point?

>>17724527
I'm not in the US, it's not quite the same in Canada. I don't think I can get my hands on a gun. Hanging is my only bet, unless I just jump off the docks -- I'm pretty drunk right now so I'd probably drown

>>17724507
Did you ask your roommates if you could attend the party with them? Did you reach out to any of your friends/acquaintances/classmates ahead of time to ask if they were doing anything on Halloween and if you could attend? You can't expect people to do all of the hard work for you and invite you out with them all of the time, ESPECIALLY if you never ask them to hang out or ask to hang out with them — they probably get the feeling that you don't enjoy hanging out with them because you never initiate.

The reason no one is answering their phone is because they're all busy doing shit on Halloween night. Next time try asking well in advance.