How do I work up the balls to kill myself? Been thinking about

>>17724422
just look into easier to handle methods, shooting yourself is a really "in your face" way to do it. go the pills or gas route. by gas i mean either the helium bag way that ive seen posted here a lot, or the car exhaust way supposedly works.

Think of it this way:
If you don't have the balls to get the gun, you don't have the balls to pull the trigger.
Everybody thinks they'd do it that way until they've got the gun.

You have a litany of blades accessible at all times and enough generic anesthetics and blood thinners (namely a decent amount of alcohol and some asprin) to kill yourself without thought at any time. Yet you don't do it.
You won't do it with a gun either.
You have an emotional problem, not a logistical one.

>>17724448
Which pills work best? Literally retarded when it comes to drugs

i think this board offers the worst advice on the internet

>>17724452
Dramamine plus about 30mg of morphine will guaranteed kill you.
Hell you can skip the Dramamine and just use 30mg of morphine if you can find it, but otherwise things like oxy will need Dramamine to stop you from vomiting it up.
You can also double up on that by chugging liquor and trying to shut down your respiratory system.

Honestly if you're serious about it, http://lostallhope.com/ has a bunch of very useful information on the subject.
Hanging is actually a pretty good way to do it without drugs or weapons, assuming you get the knots right.

>>17724455
yeah, some guy asked for advice on how to make crystals the other day, wouldnt be surprised if he was dead now

>tfw same problem as op
>tfw it was getting better when I lifted weights and got big
>tfw tore my bicep and ruined my life

No joke. I'm actually fucked for life at the age of 23. I tried for a year to get it fixed, no doctor knows. I'm in discomfort everyday, burning, weakness, deformity. So, I quite literally can NEVER feel comfortable in my own skin. Fuck, why me?