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/adv/, I'm a fucking creep. I have a foot fetish, and since I was 14 I've taken creepshots/video of the feet of female acquaintances whenever the opportunity presented itself. I've become extremely good at it, and in addition to that, I've also been collecting pictures/videos from facebook as well.
Now I'm 21 years old, I'm still doing it, and I just checked how big it actually is for the first time today. The collection is 130GB large, spread out over 137,070 files in 689 folders.
I'm aware this is a problem. I'm wondering what to do with it. My brain says fucking delete it but my dick is telling me to keep the trove and continue adding to it. Surely I can't keep this up forever - if someone ever found it that would be the end of my life, and statistically I'll have to be caught taking video someday (though I take every precaution and have never been caught/looked at suspiciously over the 7 years).
How can I get my brain to that point? How do I part with something that's objectively horrifying but that's taken a shitload of effort and time to cultivate, and that's not recoverable once gone?
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>>17724278
bump cuz u really do nneed some help bro
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post some
who cares. chances are they're showing it off. they deserve to be creeped on. Post some.
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>>17724278
This pretty much describes every foot fetishist I've ever met so you're nothing out of the ordinary. PS we notice, you're not as discreet as you think.
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>>17724351
Nah, I'm pretty good. Someone would have said something by now, and despite the creep factor I'm not that autistic that I wouldn't have gotten a clue by now.
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Pics or didn't happen
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>>17724668
>>17724300
I don't want the thread to get deleted
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>>17724278
Your best bet is to keep the shit you've currently got locked up tight and possibly even encrypted if you're paranoid. However, I'd say stop making new material as soon as you can possibly manage. With 137,070 files measuring up to 130GB, you most definitely can cycle through all of those, supplementing with FREE AND TOTALLY NOT CREEPY porn, readily and easily available online, just a few clicks away. So long as you keep up a regular rotation/randomization of the viewing of all those images/videos, you hopefully shouldn't ever end up tiring of them and requiring new material. But, if that does somehow happen, like I said, just supplement with porn. I honestly don't think new material for you is worth the current risk, but then again I only barely have a foot fetish. Maybe you could just set up a sort of hidden camera on your person/belongings that points down at people's feet but is basically undetectable? If it comes down to that, I'd definitely recommend going with that plan of action. It's vastly superior to trying to slyly take pictures with your phone or camera, which is most definitely not nearly as sly as you actually think it is. Good luck.
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>>17724278
>137,070 files in 689 folders.
That's beyond fetish and obsessive dedication. Ya need to have a long talk with a therapist, nigga.
Though your priority should be not taking any more. There is nothing wrong with a foot fetish, that shit is fucking mainstream but creeping on other people is fucked up. Can't you get off from the material on the internet and not your own collection with a history of being a fucking creep?
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>>17724676
>>17724781
Most of the 137,000 figure comes from the fact that I run certain files, where the content is a little out of focus, through a program that takes a screenshot of every frame. Then I can just comb through it for the 10 or so in-focus frames that show something decent. So it's extremely abnormal and creepy, but not quite at Dahmer/professional-intervention levels.
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