Everything in my life is so shit and pointless and I feel backed

I thought about it and I might join the army.

>>17719326

You sound depressed. Seek professional help.

>>17719482
I am depressed but I am a very closed person and struggle to open up to anyone, be it friends or family and struggle trust people so therapy wouldn't be too useful as I wouldn't be able to open up.

Why do you feel its pointless?

>>17719496
It's leading towards nothing. I get nothing out of any of this.
I'm forced through expectation to endure all of this.

If I give up I'm homeless and lifeless on the streets.

>>17719501
What would you do if you had none of the problems? What is your ideal life?

And maybe tell us what the issues are

>>17719537
I don't like opening up about it all, some of these issues are fundamental mental health issues.
I'm having a hard hard time to get myself out of bed anymore. My only driving force is that it can get worse. Knowing its gonna get worse if I give up.

I need a new direction in my life. I'm thinking of enrolling right now.

>>17719547
Why do you come here for advice if you dont wanna tell us what the problem is?

And you didnt answer the question, what is your ideal life like?

>>17719549
I think I came to vent
My ideal life would be finding relationships with people who are like me and I'm comfortable opening up to.

I currently have none and tend to drive people away

I also want to find enjoyment out of work and earn enough to support other people