I feel like I'm regressing.
I moved back to my home town -- no friends. No job yet. Listening to trashy music again, stuff I thought I moved on from (metal). Smoking and drinking a lot. About to buy some cocaine from a guy I know.
What do I do? Is this what life is about?
In general, all you have in life is what you work for. Learn to enjoy being ambitious, and work.
Partying, drugs, and metal, are all great. But they aren't what life is about.
>>17718067
"It's too late" -Carole King
Nothing wrong with metal, stop thinking /mu/-core shit is good.
Get a job and stop doing drugs you fucking idiot, life will move on from there
>>17718067
>No job yet
bullshit excuse. jobs are everywhere.
>stuff i thought i moved on from (metal)
meh tastes change and/or revert. in my highschool years i couldnt fucking stand Tool. now im 30 and wonder what the fuck my problem was.