What's so bad about me? Am I ugly? Am I scary? Am I boring?

>>17715468

>What's so bad about me? Am I ugly? Am I scary? Am I boring?

We have no idea.

>Why don't people like me? Why don't girls like me? Why do they all leave me and cheat on me?

We have no idea.

>Is this not enough for women? To be loved?

Yes, it is.

>Don't women want love?

Yes, they do.

>>17715473

^^
what this anon is trying to say is that in your inebriated state, you've given us no context to your problems so that we can be helpful.

>>17715477
Why don't girls or women love me. And why don't they seem to end up actually loving me every time they do

Why can't they just love me as long as I love them

It takes me ages to get over them. I always think about them and miss them so badly as I go to bed and every daydreaming moment of my mind. I only really loved one though but she's the one who cheated the most

Why can't it just last, and when it ends why does it take so long to find another girl to hurt me?

>>17715479
I'm an interesting guy, I have cool interests. Maybe only to autists like me though

I love travelling, I'm fit, I know a lot about the world, from broad scientific and philosophical concepts down to random trivia. I'm reasonably funny, I'm decent looking, I have pretty nice hair I think and girls always love my eyes most of all, they always have since middle school

My greatest dream is to turn around and see a girl staring at me, then she turns away and blushes once I look at her. I want a girl to have a crush on me. But it always seems like I'm the one with the crush on them, and they're just riding the wave for a while

I want a girl to have a crush on ME.

>>17715486
Yes "crush" is a teenage word, I don't care because you know what I mean, and I think it is valuable, I'm so sad. Why don't girls like me. I make good money. I'm not a complete asshole though I can be when it's socially necessary for my own wellbeing or that of others. I'm decent at sex, I can last as long as she needs generally

Goddamnit why can't I find someone to love me as much as I love her

i see your problem

>>17715479

>Why can't they just love me as long as I love them

thats a very immature understanding of the kind of love you're talking about.

Its not a math problem, where if you solve one side of the equation you will always get X.

all of the positive things you listed are nice, and you should be happy to have them, but having them is not an automatic gateway to women. Its a foundation that improves success rate, thats all.

if love were that simple, nobody would be single.

You're sad and high, so what I'm saying may not register on a level you're ready to hear.

>>17715503
It's not fair, I don't care if it's childish to say it

Girls have it easier, they just think they don't, boo fucking hoo. FUCK LIFE.

>>17715506
Yeah I'm gonna fucking cry about it, I spend years trying, I've been trying so hard, everything I know how to do. It just isn't enough, the one place in life I can't succeed is connection with other people, what is wrong with me, I'm smart I make 6 figures at a young age, 99% percentile of wealth earnings for my age, I'm not a fucking dumbass

WHY CAN'T I CONNECT WITH PEOPLE. I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF YOU. I NEED TO JUST DIE FUCK THIS. IT'S LIKE YOU'RE ALL IN ON SOME SECRET TO HOW TO MAKE EACH OTHER LIKE EACH OTHER, I DON'T GET IT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR MINDS.

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>>17715506

there there

>>17715508
I must have un-diagnosed autism or something, that's the only way to make sense of this. I literally want to kill myself I am sick of this life

Go ahead and judge me, I don't even care anymore, I'm humiliated, I'm embarrassed of myself, I hate myself. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO TO FIX THIS, I'VE TRIED THERAPY IT DOESN'T HELP

YEP FUCKING JUDGE ME. Screw you if you judge me anyone reading this. You don't know how fucking high I am right now it's fucking with my emotions and making them all spill out in a genuine way. Fml what am I doing

>>17715512

on here, you're going to be more judged for using all-caps than for being upset at being single.

>>17715513

Fuck you, couple upstairs above me having sex

Fuck my life I'm happy guns are hard to get, I can never own one I'd not be able to trust myself with one. I'd kill myself in a moment

>>17715532
Implying you have the balls to kill yourself

stop wanting a relationship.

>>17715508
>WHY CAN'T I CONNECT WITH PEOPLE. I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF YOU. I NEED TO JUST DIE FUCK THIS. IT'S LIKE YOU'RE ALL IN ON SOME SECRET TO HOW TO MAKE EACH OTHER LIKE EACH OTHER, I DON'T GET IT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR MINDS.

Fucking story of my life man. A life without any meaningful connections with other people isn't really a life at all. I'm impressed you managed to keep up your hobbies and interests and work. I gave in to the depression long ago and haven't been functional.

>>17715754
It sucks.

>>17715468
>Don't women want love?
no, my son. they do not.
they lack the appropriate cognitive faculties to process it. they are parasitic organisms, existing only to feed and destroy. similar to natural disasters (wildfire, tornado, etc), they lack awareness and there is no malice in their actions, even if they believe otherwise. it is simply their nature. it is up to you to decide if the pursuit of such a creature is worth your effort. to some, it is. to others, well. for us, there are prostitutes and surrogates.

>>17716753
woah Bruh u have been srsly hurt damn what she do

>>17715489
C O N F I D E N C E

>>17716902
irrelevant. it sucked, and i learned from it. this extremely dystopian sentiment, however, is relevant. whether you accept it as truth or not, it is at least worthy of consideration. also worth considering is its antithesis. if you come to a point in which you believe the truth to be somewhere in between the two, there is hope for you. if you see the truth as either one of the extremes, you are fucked. (source: experience)