I miss the days when I didn't have a job. Whenever I have

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>>17715076
no, we're all unemployed losers. the grass is always greener, yeah? i'm sure you'd love your free time for a while, but then you'd probably fall into a different sort of rut, if that's the sort of person you are.

but i've certainly related to you in the past, and i'm dreading getting a full time job again. i've worked hard and scraped so long (read: been born rich and drank my way through three attempts at college) that I'm about to be making 60k a year, eventually 80k or more. So my plan is to not work all that long. I won't have children, I'll just buy a tiny house, save up some money the guvment don't know about, and follow my true ambitions.

If i don't have the willpower to do that, I'll be a drunk and not hold down jobs for very long, and desperately try to start my own business (which is fairly realistic in my line of work).

>go to college they said
>went to college, landed a ton of debt
>get a job they said
>got a job, shitty job, failed all the other interviews
>simply can't get through an interview without fucking up no matter what I do or how hard I practice
>can't afford rent
>about to be homeless

Thanks normies! I had a massive breakdown today, I haven't been sleeping, only eating 2 small meals a day. Depression flared up and hit hard. Hoping I'll be fine and land on my feet but fuck this shit. I tried my hardest and I still failed.

"jobs" anymore pay shit all. My undiagnosed (2poor4doctors) ass burgers are just bad enough to prevent me from ever making it and not bad enough to get neetbux for. It's a special kind of hell, like god came and crafted this endless suffering just for me. I can't even rely on family and don't have friends.

I had depression and anxiety when I was a NEET. Getting a decent paying job didn't really remove those feelings. They just changed forms. Even though I have a lot more spending power now, I'm still reluctant to spend money because I don't feel secure enough in my job. The work is unpredictable and the difficulty of each task can vary wildly. The line in the contract that says, "Can be fired for any reason or no reason" keeps bouncing in my head. Even though my job is very specialized, I know I'm also replaceable. It's just a matter of time when someone better than me comes along.

>>17715076
Eat well, exercise, make sure your health is in order. I used to think just like you when I was a lazy fuck who did nothing but shitpost and watch TV all day, but having a healthier lifestyle will help tons. Especially try to do exercise, even if you really don't want to. The improved blood circulation, release of neurochemicals in your brain and all that shit alone will make you feel incredible and energetic.