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I'm in a real fuckin bad state of mind right now. Don't know what triggered it but I am 100% self-loathing at the moment. I cooked dinner and it tasted like shit. My ceiling fan kept rattling so in a fit of anger I jumped up and punched it, breaking a lightbulb and hurting my hand. I overheard my roommate watching The Big Bang Theory and I hate that show so I walked in his room and told him he has garbage taste and if I ever heard him watching that show again I would cut off his face with a razor blade and smash his head into a pile of salt.
I am so fucking angry right now. I am so FUCKING ANGRY right now and I do not understand why. I am reminded of a time when I got knocked out of a martial arts tournament, and instead of shaking my opponent's hand, I started screaming and punching myself in the face. I was yelling stuff like, "Fuck you! Fuck you you stupid piece of shit! You deserve to die for this!" I was saying that to myself, not my opponent. I hated myself so much in that moment. I hated myself so fucking much because I lost.
I am so fucking tired of failure. I am so fucking tired of inconvenience. I am so fucking tired of the existence of people and things which do not conform to my desires. I am up to my eyeballs in blind, irrational anger at everyone and everything, including myself. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
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>>17711699
You sound like a cunt. Expect your roommate to have left by this time next week. You won't have to worry about what's on TV when he's gone and you can't afford a TV at least, so things are looking up!
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>>17711699
Time for a therapist.
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>>17711699
i hope your roommate moves out, your edge would be unbearable to live with.
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>>17711709
Fair point. Do you believe in evil? Like, someone irredeemably fucked in the head? I do. I think I am that kind of person. I well and truly believe that I am incapable of bringing any sort of goodness or joy into the world.
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>>17711789
You are just an annnoying, unpleasant fedora loser who needs to get a life.
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>>17711699
>and instead of shaking my opponent's hand, I started screaming and punching myself in the face. I was yelling stuff like, "Fuck you! Fuck you you stupid piece of shit! You deserve to die for this!"
>I am so fucking tired of the existence of people and things which do not conform to my desires.
Wow, an actual autist. Welcome to life. Have a cup of concrete and harden the fuck up princess the world and everyone in don't exist to please you and could give two fucks what you think and/or feel. Get help cunt before you go on a killing spree.
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>>17711789
You're not evil, you just need to speak to a therapist and take some anti-depressants because you're probably actually autistic.
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