I think I'm addicted to porn and cybering
I hate this because I have a gf.
I'll secretly watch it, even though my GF wants sex, Or I'll download apps like Kik or something to Cyber with Camgirls or just randoms or anonymous 'regulars' (just people I know I can chat up for lewd role playing).
After orgasm I feel disgusting. Delete the app, conversation, Skype group, whatever until the urge comes again. The same with porn like 70% of the time. I don't have any particular attraction to these random probably men posing as girls on the Internet, it feels just like an erotic Visual novel or erotic literature.
Anyway i feel extremely disgusting this time and want to destroy this nasty secretive habit. How can I achieve this? I hate this so much I just want to never have sex drive again except for with my partner. I don't want to get horny on my own I don't want it. I want to stop feeling so disgusting.
Please help
>>17699063
I used to be like that, but somehow, after losing some weight I lost interest in that. I'm not saying this is in any way a scientific way to go about it, and this is just my experience, but if you have some extra fat layer, why not try this.
>>17699080
I'll give it a whirl. I'll make it a point to regularly do my routine rather than the spotty mess it's degraded to. I'd say I'm just bored if I didn't do this at inopportune times (at work in the bathroom, instead of getting ready for class, etc)
>>17699101
Yup, same here, I didn't even notice when I had stopped since it was always like a sudden urge, now I just don't get the urge.
>>17699063
>>17699063
>habit you have
>know it is disgusting/feel disgusted afterwards
>how do I stop?
You mean being disgusted with yourself isn't enough?
Does your girlfriend know you regularly cheat on her?