I'm 19. This is my second semester at the top Architecture school in the country. ETA 11 hours and 40 minutes before I'm supposed to make the biggest presentation. I have nothing.
There's a thermos full of coffee on my desk. AFX SAW2 will be on repeat throughout the next 9.5 hours. in 9 hours and 30 minutes my friend will pick me up and drive me and my model and what I have to university to be critiqued by three practicing architects. If I fuck this up, I may fail the subject. If I fail one more subject, my future at the university is in jeopardy.
Do not make my mistake. Do not lose sight. Do not become lazy. Do not take up poker, at all costs. Follow a noble path. And for gods sake get off the internet. The internet is a cursed dream.
I don't know if I have enough time to make this. But either way. This is the pits. the absolute shit.
i've let my parents and self down, and been consumed by vice and laziness.
"But you, lazybones, how long will you sleep?
When will you wake up?
A little extra sleep, a little more slumber,
a little folding of the hands to rest—
then poverty will pounce on you like a bandit;
scarcity will attack you like an armed robber."
Proverbs 6, Verses 9-11
I'm agnostic.
Take care
>>17684981
the way you so sanctimoniously drop 'deep' edgy stuff then 'make your exit' makes you sound like a huge faggot.
Assuming you actually want advice as well: I've been in similar situations. My mistake was thinking that just because I had a close call with not studying and flunking a course, I would feel like shit and beat myself up afterwards, then feel super motivated to try my hardest just after my failure. However I kept making the same mistakes time and time again. It's like I'm stuck in groundhog day.
Seek help.
As for your current predicament: you're not the only artist in the world with creative block. Rip somebody else's work off, then make modifications. Obviously from a non-world famous building a world famous architect would recognize.
>>17684994
you could not have put it better. I get like this sometimes. overly dramatic deep fag and shit. you seem to understand exactly what it is. i'd actually like to chat with you further someday if possible. drop an email at [email protected] and one day I will return thanks
OP, do you go to IIT by chance?
ur underestimating the innate human ability to blag shit. 9 hours is all the time in the world.
>>17685216
You're underestimating Architecture school. 9 hours ain't shit if you're building a model and hand drafting everything,