hello /adv/ i need to be a trap, it goes beyond 'want',

I'm concerned your happiness depends on being a trap. I understand if that would make you happy, but your happiness shouldn't be holding "traphood" hostage.

You need to understand that you'll never reach "the perfect trap" in your mind because that's how the game works in your head. You're mind wants to explain why you're not happy by blaming it on "not being a good trap" instead of what's really making you unhappy.

I have no idea what that is anon, you have to discover that for yourself.

Like if someone came to you saying the only way they can be happy is to build the perfect birdhouse and nothing in life can make them happy besides birdhouses you'd be concerned for them wouldn't you?

>>17684970
post boipucci

asking for a friend.

lets get a pic so we know what we're working with

>>17684970
Maybe you should ask yourself why you hate vaginas and figure out why you have such trauma before you fuck up your body like that

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>>17685174
n o
i would but i wouldn't, i'm sorry
>>17685154
it's not really that i would only be happy if i was a 'perfect' trap, it's just the thought of not trying.
imagine if you wanted to be a body builder and you really wanted the perfect body, but your job was based around junk food and muscle atrophy experimentation or something.
that's a similar problem to mine, but obviously to a lesser magnitude.
i'm not sure i follow with your bird house analogy, happiness being subjective would make criticising other people's way of making themselves happy pointless, wouldn't it?
>>17685190
they are unattractive to me, i was born to a normal family in a normal environment and the only thing i regret about it is being asocial and rejecting human interaction for most of my childhood, i don't think that's relevant but i've been wrong before so whatever.

i may have said one thing wrong in the original post, by 'mental health' i meant 'mental development'.
i'm 18 and i don't want estrogen to ruin my brain for the remainder of my life, i don't give a shit about my body's health
if i die at 30 from cancer or something, i'd only feel bad for those around me, and i don't really care that much.