What do you do when you've lost the motivation, energy,

I want to end it, this meaningless existence. Everything around me is only worsening and I can't stay strong any longer.

you man the fuck up and deal with life because a failed suicide is the worst shit ever

you either end up tied to a bed or crippled

think about needing a nurse to wipe your ass because you can't do it yourself anymore

>>17684844
Pick myself up and go to do something. Suicide is the most patethic thing an human being can attempt to do.

>>17684861
I'm done with dealing. I've been through a lot. Things you can't even imagine. I want out. :(

please email me and we can talk! Theres always something to care about

[email protected]

>>17684897
Thank you for the sentiment but really it's fine

It's late here and I just don't know what to do with this feeling

>>17684902
It's a tough feeling to deal with man. I get that 100%. The best thing to do is remember that it will get better. Cliché as shit I know, but its true. This feeling you have wont last forever I promise, just fight it for now and eventually you will find something to care about.

>>17684844
Do it anyway.

None of the things you mentioned can actually physically stop you from doing something. All in your head.

I'm in the same place, anon. I've lost everything and experienced things nobody my age should have to experience, things that haunt me every day and always will. I know how it feels, to know that surviving another day will mean fighting a battle that seems impossible. You're not alone, people have survived what you're going through before, and i hope you do too. Sending you all my love.

>>17684844

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qty7IP8wlXM

>>17685150
I don't want to anymore.
I literally just don't care.
>>17685207
What's the point of surviving though? I don't care even about being normal any longer. I just think this entire existence is meaningless and a never ending cycle of hurt

Usually I spend a night getting fucked up with my friends. When I wake up in the morning I remember that life's not that bad. Or at least my life.