I've been lonely for so long that I feel like it's

>>17682678
btw im about to turn 20 and it's my second year in college.

I can play guitar, let's start a band harmonica bro

>>17682689
Let's play some blues and express our troubles.

I've never met anyone I've truly connected with.

>>17682678
you are only 20 my dude. you have 20 plus years to meet someone. they ignore you and treat you like shit fuck them dude lol. go out meet some people with like minded hobbies and you'll be alright.

>>17682678

if theres a destiny to be unwillingly alone, why would such a destiny exist? for what reason? what purpose.

stop thinking about destiny. make your own life.

As someone who experienced the same thing and still does 6 years later, probably yes. Things don't get better for people like us. The only thing I could recommend is trying some sort of therapy. I never did but I wish I had, it may not have worked but there might be pills or behavioral techniques that can help.

>>17682678
>>17683141
You two need to excommunicate from your current lives. You are trapped in a web of toxic relationships because you feel like it can't get any better. "At least there's people around. They're nice to me sometimes." There is a deep seeded self loathing that is driving the vehicle of your life. Run away from it, be alone. Redefine yourself, make choices that you're proud of, do not tolerate or entertain disrespect from anyone.
Learn what friendship is and stop latching onto people who will never benefit you.

>>17683175
OP here, and thank you so much for that.
Part of me isn't sure if I'm just feeling this way or if the people I'm surrounded by are crap.

This post, as well as my recent thoughts, made me think the latter. The people I hang with aren't really people I connect with, much less so recently than before.

Where do I start looking?

>>17683141
I went to therapy and it helped for a while. I don't really have any problems. I work out a lot and I have a good body. I love myself and I feel like I have a lot to bring to the table.

I'm just very lonely.

>>17682678
Use your spare time to plot world domination