I've always loved kids and I've always wanted to be

I would say to look for a woman who has motherly traits, like being protective of others, loving, listening, and caring. It may help you

Carry On OP you'll find your girl.

have you tried looking outside your apartment?

>>17681344
Dude I'm out of my apartments 90%of the time. I just go back there to sleep. And do laundry.

>>17680676
Look for a woman who's self aware and has complex needs and desires, but is also deeply caring and intelligent enough to balance it all on underlying principles. Protective, viable mothers are those that are self regulating and not reliant on external feedback loops to make decisions. For a person to be this way, they need to have an array of interests and a life of their own.

It's hard. I wouldn't be surprised if I never found anyone.

>>17681423
That might be the problem. You're always moving. You don't relax or have a more open schedule / range of activities. The assumption that this increases your probability of meeting someone is probably false. You have less meaningful interactions with people overall, you notice less, and you're less part of your environment. It just doesn't work, and it's the first thing I noticed wen I started living that way. I could do so much in a day, and go so many places, yet at times say absolutely nothing. It was far easier.

Also, my parents had me when they were ~35. You still have a bit.

>>17680676

>I've always wanted to be a father
Adoption's an option

>I didnt think finding a motherly woman would be so hard.
That could be taken in a bad way.
Not saying that it's wrong to marry just to start a family but generally people want a loving relationship first any talk about starting a family, right? Not going to be a very happy family life if the marriage will end up on the rocks.