I'm pretty depressed and constantly hating myself. But I'm able to feel a little better about myself by doing nice things for other people and making them happy. But I think other people just end up using me and I feel like a cuck sometimes. Then I hate myself more. But I feel like a dick and hate myself if I'm not putting anything into relationships with other people.
How do I stop being a cuck without being a dick?
>>17667929
See a therapist.
>>17667930
I'm actually going to see one for the first time next week. Any advice regarding that?
>>17667942
Therapists suck most of the time. I went to a therapist for 5 years and it did absolutely nothing for me. Now I'm still a virgin, still miserable, and I have no friends and some money to keep me alive and entertained. Only good thing is the therapist brought some great fucking snacks.
>>17667963
I'm currently taking anti-depressants to keep me from commiting suicide. Other than that it's just the daily grind, all day, everyday. Sometimes on the weekends I will go to a bar or a football game, alone and miserable. I guess watching other people live their lives to the fullest gives me hope to keep on living.
You are using the term "cuck" incorrectly.
Cuck, short for cuckold, is a man who allows his wife to have sex with other men while he watches.
Not once in your post did you mention anything of the sort.