I'm really troubled. >I can't talk to anyone.

What do you think is the main reason your where you are?

>>17648932
What happened Anon?

>>17648932

You on insurance where you are? Don't be afraid of seeing a professional, talk to a psychiatrist and therapist. Your money is better saved and spent on that than booze.

It takes time, but don't be afraid. This is an investment for your health and peace of mind, you need this. Don't discourage yourself.

I was a heavy drinker for five years, it takes time and effort to get past that shit. But, it isn't impossible, it never is. Remember that.

Your threads won't get saged, there are people here to offer their input and insight. Ultimately, you're better off confiding in a professional.

Do it, save, look for medical and financial assistance. You need this. Nobody is out to get you. I dealt with paranoia and alienation for years before finally going through and talking to someone about it. I can't be more thankful that I did.

Shit gets better, dude.

>>17648932
Smash something to smithereens and perhaps that will help relieve some tension so you can start to do some other things to help you get by.

>>17648932
>>17649058
Of course make it something you won't regret smashing later. I recrommend something useless or already broken.