I don't know if this is the right place to post this, but

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2016-10-05 00:20:14 Post No. 17637794
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Anonymous 2016-10-05 00:20:14 Post No. 17637794 [Report]

I don't know if this is the right place to post this, but fuck it, I need to get it off my chest.

>Go to secondary school (high school for muricans)
>by the end of it I'm an emotional wreck, was barely able to finish my exams
>In the break between school and college I feel different, in a way I can't explain
>Start to push my friends away, acting really impulsive and aggressive
>Lose all motivation and feel like an empty shell
>I can't explain how I feel to my family or friends, they almost can't understand or don't listen
>Have vivid dreams where the world is going to shit around me
>Almost waiting for some sort of civil unrest to get out of this repetitive life of work
>Get extremely bored easily
>When I'm bored my mind starts having awful thoughts that I feel I need to stop but i can't
>Now I can't go to college because my own thoughts fuck with me so much and I need constant stimulus

Anyone here have a similar story or can help? Do I have a problem or am I just an edgelord loser? I'm open to all

Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:00:52 Post No.17637926
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Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:00:52 Post No.17637926 [Report]

>>17637794
you mean youre taking a gap year? its not very clear

Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:07:27 Post No.17637945
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Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:07:27 Post No.17637945 [Report]

>>17637926
No, I'm still in college

Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:09:43 Post No.17637952
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Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:09:43 Post No.17637952 [Report]

Meditate. Go volunteer. What about the world around you is falling apart? How can you fix it? Really, how can you fix it? What can you do today? Nothing? Try again. Life is iterative. Small changes build to something larger. It might seem like a drop in a bucket, but eventually the bucket will be full. Start moving in the direction that you see the biggest problem. Conquer it. Make it your mission not to let it happen.

Are you in crisis? Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at +1 (800) 273-8255.

Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:12:06 Post No.17637958
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Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:12:06 Post No.17637958 [Report]

>>17637952
I don't really know, I just feel like the world (or mine specifically) is just crumbling away.. and it's hard to get motivated anymore. But thanks for the nice words

Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:13:26 Post No.17637962
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Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:13:26 Post No.17637962 [Report]

>>17637958
make an effort to try something new, it might spark a new passion for you to pursue

Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:16:42 Post No.17637970
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Anonymous 2016-10-05 01:16:42 Post No.17637970 [Report]

>>17637962
Yeah I'm taking some time off, hopefully can find something to do

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