Is it anxiety attack or what? I'm a pretty chill guy but

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I think it would be a good idea to talk to an actual mental health professional about this.

>>17636574
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>>17636574
Paranoia. If these thoughts are effecting your day to day life you should talk to a medical professional.

If you're a regular drug use you should scale back the habit with the intention of quitting.

If this is just a feeling you "can't shake", it sounds like some degree of paranoia and self-confidence issues.

If you are literally hearing voices, or feeling "a presence", then it would be best to speak to a professional. Hell, even if you're just paranoid, it might be a good idea, anyway.

Alternatively, keep hanging out with those friends. My group of friends is a trail-mix bag of different levels of mental illness, aggression, and interests. We all make a genuine effort to invite new people into our fold, and we usually suspend bad first impressions as best we can.

Basically, they wouldn't hang out with you if they didn't want to. But yeah, if you're hearing shit, talk to a doc.

>>17636574
Sounds like you have a serious problem. Besides sleep deprivation, which I think you would figure out, or side effects of recreational or other drugs, this is something you should bring up with a psychologist. If you're actually hearing voices I'd do it sooner rather than later.