I might be attractive physically, with a personality that turns

Describe your personality because if it is that bad, then you might need a lot of work before you get your dick licked.

>>17600493
>get your dick licked
I'm good enough interpersonally to get my "dick licked," but I want quality relationships that are mutually beneficial. It would be nice see first hand what this "loving relationship" stuff is all about.

>Describe your personality
Where do you want me to start? It would be good to know what new traits to adopt, not just how my current ones are shitty.

>I'm a very ugly antihero in a world of creepy scumbags
yea, being an obnoxious puffed up faggot would turn most people off
you're not better than anyone else and you sure as shit not any sort of hero, so cutting that shit out of your system would be a great start to your self improvement

>>17600508
like you're not being unhelpful and further proving the point that lots of people are to be avoided

Get a pencil and a piece of paper.

Think of someone you know that is naturally charismatic, someone that both men and women gravitate towards, someone even you like to have around/talk with, maybe you even admire this person.
Dissect his personality traits, the way he behaves and talks, the way he reacts to and handles different situations.

Put everything on the paper, like a list.

Now do the same with yourself, compare, find out what you can change about yourself to be more like him. You don't necessarily need to become a copy of him, nor will you ever be able to, but you surely can learn from him/her how to better deal with people and maybe change something about yourself that you dislike. It's not easy but it is possible.

You're welcome.