Most nights I panic myself to sleep and wake up too disoriented to leave bed for several hours. My insurance won't pay for a therapist that isn't a part of some phony agency made for poor people. Most people I talk to are either too busy and closed off, that or they are lonely due to how much trouble they cause everyone close to them. Money and material possessions are the only things for me to be happy about, because I must be fucked up and unable to break through with people.
Is this ever going to get better? I was thinking about becoming a dog/pet adoption guy.
Try weed.
Read a book titled 'Mind, Life and the Universe'. That book aided my understanding of reality and the universe but most notable helped me understand anxiety. Anxiety is not something that will ever to away because it's necessary for survival (nervous system). Rather, recognizing and understanding why it does what it does what it is has helped me immensely.
>>17600015
Will do
>>17598996
What country? Is it possible for you to save up? How much do therapist charge per hour where you live?
>>17600117
NJ
I could rent a two bedroom apartment for myself with what it costs