What do /adv/: >22 year old robot >feel unwanted by group

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What do /adv/:

>22 year old robot
>feel unwanted by group of friends (not really my friends, only got them)
>I'm either not invited to hangouts, or everyone is openly invited and no one asks me if I'm going
>whenever I go people tell me "I'm the soul of the party" or something hypocritical along those lines
>get mad drunk 75% of the time, even if I'm only drinking 2 beers people assume I'm black out drunk
>I'm an impertinent annoying drunk, wherever I go I'm usually the center of attention and everyone mocks me

I've tried to distance myself from the group but it's been hard, I always end up going to a party or a hang out when I'm ocassionaly invited to shit.

I get bored on the weekends and I might genuinely have an alcohol problem, to be honest I admit that I'm the problem and that people got tired of having to take care of me when I get drunk, but even before that I wasn't considered "part" of the group either.

I like these guys and it hurts me to know that I've invested years in their friendship and that they only consider me a hindrance, I know I'm to blame, but still.