>not enjoying college
>would rather work
>always thought about being a farmer
>growing things has been my greatest passion thus far
>also terribly alone
>pretty hard to meet girls as a farmer
>really enjoy the solitude
>but wish after a long hard day of solitude I could come home to a girl that loves me
>getting quite strung out about it all
Is there even any hope left for me
>>17559278
Tinder. OKCupid. Farmer dating websites (whcih does exist.) Now go do what makes you happy.
>>17559278
outside of farming you'd go to emet girls, and in those sorts of communities you meet girls who are looking to settle down. farming communities dont have girls that want to go out and 'find themselves'. slim pickings and you just settle for what you can get.
and of course its not going to last forever. but are you really sure being a farmer is how you imagine it to be? growing things is fun, i rememebr when i grew three sunflowers. but an entire farm stops being 'growing things' and more 'wow im a slave so america can eat'.
>>17559292
I've largely grown up in a farm setting, I would say I have a pretty good grasp of what farming is like. And its honest, hard work makes me feel good
>>17559326
then by all means, go for it. just wanted to make sure you werent a 'OH BIG CITY LIFE IS ALL SHALLOW NONSENSE, MUST BE MONKY STYLE LIVE IN THE DIRT FOR TURE HAPPENIS'
>>17559336
Kek
No im not like that. But school, even high school, has never really been my "thing" if that makes sense. I was never that great at school, not bad, just not amazing. My senior year I totally worked two jobs because I enjoyed work more than school and had to quit one because I didnt have any spare time to do schoolwork. And even the short time its been college hasnt really felt...right. I'd been pretty down in the dumps for a while beforehand and it's only gotten so much worse being here. I guess it basically comes down to this: While there have been fun moments, i'm not happy here and i've felt more and more drawn to farming now than I ever have been before
>You don't have to be lonely
>At Farmers Only .Com
>>17559406
>I forgot to inb4 Farmers Only
>I knew this was coming
>I could have prevented this