Pretend you're my friend for a second. We are good friends , friends since second grade and you could read my mind.
> We are sitting in an auditorium next to each other and you can read my mind.
> I'm thinking about instead of being an 18 yr old guy sitting next to me , you are a 5 yr old boy.
>Also I might have some intermittent thoughts about grabbing your crotch if you were a little boy
How would you react if you somehow knew this info?
"its ok we all have our dirty secrets"
>>17558209
"As long as it's me it's alright since it's impossible, anybody else and I'll seek help for you"
>>17558241
>Seek help for you
Is that a nice way of saying "I will call the police"?
>>17558248
No, real help. Even if that means going in deep to see where the rabbit hole leads. See what similar cases have done etc....
But as a way of pressure, I would leave it purposely ambiguous.
>>17558262
Is it bad to want to....?
>>17558269
It's not something I would want my best friend doing. Not because of the moral implications because as a real friend, I believe friendship goes beyond moral implications.
It's because you're in for a life full of stress and anxiety with a high likelihood of jail time.
>>17558279
Life full of stress?..
>>17558290
Have you ever been the subject of a manhunt? Me neither, but a hidden IRC channel about the thing you describe had people who were freaking out (by this understand: paranoia of the authority) after one P2P transfer of illegal files got one of the parties arrested. I can only imagine what stress that must be.
>>17558301
I've never looked at CP ....I've only looked at loli..
>>17558308
That's why as a friend I can consider it normal as long as it doesn't go too far. Sticking to lolis and some imaginary fantasies is fine. But I would keep an eye on weather or not it comes too close to real life.
If it does I would see any non-incriminating way to get you to make a step back in the non illegal direction
>>17558325
But you're right about the stress...it's there 24/7 I don't know how to handle it.
>>17558385
As long as you've done nothing illegal yet, there is no need to panic.
Install a VPN, a proxy or some other basic privacy measure before making quick google searches on where you can get help (granted it troubles you.)
Make a phone call if you find a hotline, chat if you find an IRC, and they'll maybe know what to do. If everything fails auto-discipline is always an option, albeit hard to follow.
As a friend I could not do much more.