>Im a messy, unrensponsible and socially awkard person. >

Start by not being messy and irresponsible. You force yourself not to be awkward, that comes with time, but you can force yourself to clean yourself and your room and to at least try to deal with your responsibilities.

>>17557388
I basically immature and lack of common sense. I really wanted to but i dont know much about dealing with responsibility. Why cant i act like everyone my age?

>>17557373
Clean you fucking cunt. If you pick up after yourself, wash your dishes after you use them for example what could have been a 20 minute chore took a few minutes of your day.

Or just be the smelly asshole roommate everyone shits on for good reason.

>>17557388
>You CAN'T force yourself not to be awkward
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>>17557410
the way you gain common sense and learn how to deal with responsibility is through practice and experience. You can't act like everyone your age because you were sheltered and never had to do much for yourself. Start taking your life in your own hands and you'll learn, in time. It's scary and difficult at first, but it becomes easier.

>>17557411
Im not lazy. Cleaning dishes was the easiest for me, because i see what to do. Some things, i couldnt see and no one said anything but keep it to themself.

My ex-housemate left me. She only complains on the day She decided to leave. I never noticed anything messy or any problem before She complains. Thats what worrying me.