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What is the point of life? Why do I live? Why do I have to study so hard?
I know it sounds a little teenagery, but i have been having this feeling lately. Most people usually reply "There is no meaning of life, so you can do whatever you want". And for most of my life that answer was enough for me.
But now it is not, I simply cannot go by my daily life without thinking that all of it is meaningless and that I shouldn't even try something because most of it is pointless, I don't know.
That kind of thinking has, lately, driven me to go looking for momentary pleasures, alcohol, partying, sex, still haven't gone to drugs, but I'm willing to.
I'm 20 years old right now. At one point in my life, one year ago, I went to a trip to europe in which I had a lot of fun, but I didn't do what most people do, have sex, meet friends, etc. I barely did teenage stuff in there and, because I have met with people who have done that stuff in Europe and other foreing lands, I feel kinda bad, it was such a wasted opportunity (Still was a good trip). I was definetely someone else back then. That is just a thought that has been bothering me lately, but I'm not sure if it relates to thread.
I feel zero will to doing anything. I'm not gonna go on writing, because it can become a walltext. I know someone here has felt that way in one point of his life. Is there a way to get over that feeling?
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Hold your breath for as long as you can, and when you feel like you're dying and about to pass out and you take that raggedy, gasping breath - that's the point.
Otherwise I have no idea, and I'm 30 now.
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I don't know either but i guess most people just bullshit their way through life
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Life IS meaningless. And if it's meaningless, then you have to give it meaning.
That's the thought process I force myself to go through lately. Idk if it helps.
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You kinda have to make your own meaning, from what I understand. Mine is helping fix things more broken than me.
Also, time helps this but doesn't fix it.
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As I said, that's the answer I have always thought was perfect, but now it is just not enough. Maybe it is just that I need to change my life, it feels so empty, even if this is the point in which 5 years ago I never thought I would get. I have not much to complain about my life, unlike some years ago, and still it doesn't feel complete at all, it feels as if I have FOMO or something.
There are plenty of things that I enjoy doing, they just don't feel like the "meaning of life".
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Watch this video i think you will gain something from it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0ZrkBCnfxw&list=FL0c2NF-E53mQXH3pRH5dalQ&index=2
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>What is the point of life?
There isn't one.
>Why do I live?
Your parents bumped uglies, didn't abort you, fed you, and you haven't managed to kill yourself.
>Why do I have to study so hard?
You don't.
>I simply cannot go by my daily life without thinking that all of it is meaningless and that I shouldn't even try something because most of it is pointless, I don't know.
Yes you can.
>That kind of thinking has, lately, driven me to go looking for momentary pleasures, alcohol, partying, sex, still haven't gone to drugs, but I'm willing to.
"I choose to look for momentary pleasures..."
>Is there a way to get over that feeling?
Determine what you want.
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